Two Riders Were Approaching.

It's the first day of a new trimester, the last trimester of my first year at DePaul.
It's hard to believe, it's all been going by so fast.

This time around I have: Math, Plato's Republic, Art History, and Historical Concepts. Note that I am an English major and I have no English classes. Oh the joys of being one of the last Freshmen to register. Oh well, I'll make up for that later I guess. I may take a couple of courses over the summer, I haven't really decided yet.

Oh I've got about a million things to do today, but lately I've been real good at getting things done when I say I will, so yay me.

I also may have a job soon which will be fab. A steady flow of income would make me endlessly happy.

What doesn't make me happy? The fact that "I'm Not There" does not come out on DVD until May 6th. And I was going to pre-order it on Amazon, but who knows what Border's will do with it? Oh well, a little more than a month away. I can handle it, I can handle it.

Love.

Hot Fcuking Commodity.

I know this sounds vain or whatev, but maybe I should stop being so awesome and lovable.
Maybe.
Probably not.

Bleh, so I'm back in Lompton now, and then I have to head back to Chi-Town tomorrow after family Easter festivities, then I head to Wisconsin on Monday after taking care of a bunch of mess at school. DePaul is a bit messed up but I'll get it all taken care of. Hopefully. Yikes.

My mother and I are actually getting along while I'm here, it's nice. Nobody better fuck that up haha. I mean I guess we can only handle each other in small doses. And I've been having a fab time with my [favorite] little bro Ryan. Yeah I play favorites, whatev. But even my teen angst ridden brother Mikey and I have been getting along. I gave him new music, so I think that's what did it haha. Oh well, bribery if it works right?

I've been working on a bunch of mixes for peeps, I love it. It's prob one of my fave things ever.

I should probably try to get to sleep seeing as I have to help my mother hide eggs in the morning, but it's not yet eleven so we'll see how that goes.

Love.

I Don't Love You, So Come Love Me

So I've done about a million things today so I could go home tonight, and now I'm not.
Awesome.
I'm going back to Lompton tomorrow instead, so definitely a hectic day tomorrow too.
Oh well.

I really need to buy "Waitress," ever since I watched it with Alex, I want to watch it all the time. And I need "Atonement" too. Actually, come to think of it, there's lots of movies I want.

Cut to me desperately needing a job. I for real have got to get on that.

I'm also hella sad, I don't know when I'm going to see Alex again [I get emo over two days without her] and I'm going to be at my house until Easter, then I'm at my dad's until Thursday, then I'll finally back and she'll be in Buffalo. BITCH. Haha, I kid, sort of...

Blehhhhhh, okay now what am I supposed to do with myself now that I've gotten everything done? [For the most part].

Aw I had a meeting with my fave English professor today, I'm really going to miss her but apparently she's teaching another class next fall, so I'm going to be all over that. She also gave me her copy of "Wuthering Heights," aka my favorite book of all time since mine was falling apart. Oh how I love her.

Love.

No Diggity, No Doubt

So I'm pretty sure tomorrow is officially going to be the busiest day ever, but that's cool. I guess. It'll keep me busy, and from thinking of other things. So I'm down.

I have some stuff to do before bed [maybe for once I will get more than the 1 and half/ 2 hours I've become used to, 3 has been FANTASTIC lately] and then I need to make my little list/ schedule for tomorrow [HELLO OCD]. Oh well, I feel like I will be determined tomorrow. Maybe I'll make a special playlist on iTunes, that always seems to help.

Ahhhhhhhhhhh! Awesome story, last night Tyler was iming me and I told him how Ben's roommate John thinks Tyler and I are soulmates and, he agreed, and we were just talking about things, and I should add that this conversation began with an arguement as to whether or not I am a perv, and then he said that everyone is a little sex obsessed, but ANYWHO he said the greatest thing ever to me after I told him about the soulmate thing, and he said, "Awww we would be a cute sex obsessed couple." I know it sounds ridiculous, but it seriously makes me endlessly happy. This is not the Tyler I know, but I LOVE it! Haha, does this make me a perv? Oh well.

So I've been obsessing over Klaxons and The Rapture lately, like nobody's business. Currently, I have the Klaxons' cover of the song "No Diggity" [yeah remember that gem?] on repeat. It's amazing. They're amazing. Eeeeep! It makes me so happy. Yikes but I still have a lot to do, which is the perk of insomnia, I basically get everything done that I need to. My mother's worried about it, but I don't know what I'd do without it. I'd never get anything done. Ever.

Okay, maybe that's an exaggeration, but oh well.

Bleh, alright alright, time to finish some stuff and attempt sleep. Adequate amounts of sleep. As in more than three. Honestly though, I don't know what I'd do with myself if I got five or six. Maybe self destruct. Who knows?

Love.

I Love Jason Mraz.

This happens at least once a month, I become obsessed with Jason Mraz all over again.
It usually lasts two weeks [so yes if you do the math, sometimes this happens all month long].
And it's happening now.
He will forever be my favorite musician of all time. Yes I love Bloc Party and Something Corporate, but Jason Mraz will always be number one in my heart.

And can I just say...UTI's SUCK. I cannot wait until this stupid thing goes away.

I went to the hospital Monday night and it was AWFUL.
They didn't know what was wrong with me and basically took a stab in the dark with the UTI meds, and it's safe to assume they were right.

But I did get to go stay with my Alex love for a few days. It was fab.
I honestly love that girl so much, she makes me so happy.
We watched A TON of movies. It was ridiculous. We almost had death by film.
Oh and I learned at night, she is a super hero with obscenely large breasts.
Oh, it's true.

Blehhhhhhhhh one more final to go!
I have to figure out what I'm doing tonight, because I honestly have no clue.
Boo.

Love.

Wake Your Eyes, Cause The World's Still Turning

This morning I woke up.
Except I really WOKE UP.
Feeling shiny new.
I woke up a new person this morning and I can't explain it.
Maybe it was the talk Kelly and I had last night, I can't really say for sure.
But I woke up this morning feeling more clear, and more aware of everything.
I wish I could explain it, really I could.
I just feel like I'm in the beginning of something, something bigger than me.
I'm trying to figure it all out, but I feel good about it.
I'm re-prioritizing, and it feels good.
Little changes are making me more optimistic.
Who knows how I'll feel at the end of the week, or tomorrow for that matter, but either way, I'll take it right now.
I don't know, something's different and I suddenly feel more in control.
There's a lot that's about to change, and I think a lot of it will be scary, but at this moment, I feel ready to face it, head on.

Love.

I Am Finally Waking Up

It's been a while, a long while.

There's been a lot going on, but I'm finally getting things on track.
Things have def been mega crazy lately but I'm feeling good about it.
I mean you're only young once right?

I've got some stuff to get done this weekend but we'll see.

So my insomnia is definitely back with a vengeance. I've been averaging around three hours of sleep the past few weeks. Awesome.

Love.