Fresh to Death

Oh my, it's been AGES. I apologize.
I've actually been inspired to update after a meeting I had for work last night. We talked about a lot of things last night, and I realized just how proud I am to work for that company. For instance, did you know the reason Lush isn't on the PETA list is because it exceeds PETA's standards? Or that we're developing palm-free soaps, and actually sharing the formula with other companies, so that palm isn't being used? Not many companies would do that. We talked a lot about minimal packaging, and the like. We also discussed new products [and oh boy, you guys are gonna LOVE them, I know I already do]. Also my manager, Kelly, brought a whole bunch of Retro Lush products and some of the new ones, and let us each pick four, it was awesome. I can't wait for our Retro Lush parties this weekend. I'm also excited for the changes we're going to be making at out store. I truly wouldn't want to work anywhere else. Oh! And Kelly and A.M. gave us spa treatments last night, like foot, hand, and face treatments. They're amazing. Truly.

Love.

The Waterhorse

Steve came out today and we had SO MUCH FUN!!!!!!!!!!!
I met him at the train station, and then we walked down to the lake and goofed off. We came back to the school and then we just hung out and watched random shit online and watched some movies and what not. I always have a good time with that kid. He's definitely one of my besties. For sho for sho.
Well I've got some work homework to finish, so peace out.

Love.

Separating People From The Squares Like A Nicotine Patch

I get half off at Lush.
Who's everybody's new best friend? For reals.

This week is gonna be crazy busy, but I'm mega excited about it.
Lots of good things going on. Lots of visits and what not. Lots of work. LOTS OF WORK.
But that's okay, because that also means lots of monies. Which you can never have too much of.

Bleh, well I'm mega tired. So peace out.

Love.

"Mm, You Look Like A Baby"

Alright, plan is to be in bed within the hour, and I still have a few things to do.
And I still have all of my Lush homework to do. Bleh, that's not gonna happen. I'll just have to get up early[ish].
Omg though, that job is AMAZING!!!!!!!!
Basically I hang out at Lush for a few hours. Not such a bad gig right?
The only thing is, it's a part time job, and this week I'm working 30 hours, but I think quite a few of those are training. According to my binder, I have eight training shifts. Craziness, no?
Next week I only have 20 hours though. But yay monies!!!!!
I'm excited. Well I've still got things to do.
I feel like I've got more to say, but I'm too tired to remember.

Love.

All The Kids Are Rioting

WOOT WOOT, I got the job at Lush!
I start tomorrow, and yes I found out last night. Craziness.
Speaking of craziness... last night was so much. I finally met my Alex Love's boyfriend and he definitely has my seal of approval. Two thumbs, way up.
But yes, I got the job which is why I'm back at school, and now Jessy is on her way out here so I'm excited. I just don't know when I'm going to stop going. I feel like I never stop going, but I don't mind it. It all keeps me busy and keeps my mind away from other things.
But yes, this was the only free minute I had, so update woop woop.

Love.

This Isn't Goodnight This Is Goodbye

Okay, probably the only time I have to update today is now. I have to clean and do the dishes [oh but Marissa didn't you JUST clean, like two days ago? Why yes, I did, but my roommate apparently could care less]. Ugh I have no energy, I think I'm just going to make multiple pots of coffee and that will be that. I need something to get me motivated. Sup caffeine?
Also, I have to figure out when I'm heading to DeKalb today. "The Office" finale is tonight and Kelly is probably going to want me here to watch it. But I'm also going to see Alex tonight. AND Mal and I are supposed to get together at some point tonight. Hmm... decisions, decisions. I guess Kelly won't really care if I'm not here. She hasn't been here to watch it the past three weeks, so what will make it different this week? She'll probably have sorority stuff.
Ugh I have such a stomach ache today since I ate SO MUCH yesterday. Bleh, I don't even want to think about food. AT ALL.
Alright, alright, I'm going to start cleaning, I'm going to start cleaning...

Love.

Let It Snow Let It Snow Let It Snow

JESSY CAME OUT TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!
It was so much fun. We did a lot of walking and such.
It was good to see her again.

Tomorrow I'm going to see my Alex love. I'm tres tres excited! This week is going to be busy but that's fine. I'd write more but I'm mega tired. Better update tomorrow.

Love.

You're My E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G

I have my call back for Lush today, at 4. I'm really debating showering now or later. After already being out in public unwashed, it's a tough call. Blehhhhh I feel like I have more to do today than I probably actually do. I definitely have to mail my old phone back... [Yeah still haven't done that, I keep forgetting].

I'm really going back and forth with this whole going home and commuting to work this summer or staying in the city. I would just rather make sure I can afford it. I guess I'll find out after today. If they hire me as part time, even though I asked for full time, I plan on getting a second job. I mean I wouldn't give up working there for anything if they'll have me. And I hear they give nice bonuses sometimes. And that just sounds fantastic.

I don't know, I've been thinking of other ways to get money. It's rough. I really don't know how
kids next year plan on going to school full time, and then paying for a place in Lincoln Park, I don't care how many people you're living with. Especially since most of these people have no desire to get a job. I guess that happens sometimes.

I've also been thinking about looking into film once I come back to school. Kelly was saying I could do really well at it. My issue is [I've said it before, and I'll say it again] I can't necessarily see myself tied down to one thing for the rest of my life. I could definitely be a writer, because writing is something that allows for leisure, and when inspiration strikes. But like one constant job? No thank you. I've been thinking about a lot of things. Like when I come back, I can double major in like film and English. I've also been wondering if I should take classes on Journalism, possibly. I'm more interested in Fiction, except if I become a travel writer, I may been my degree in Journalism, hmm...something to look into I guess. I've also been reading up on Cosmetology and have talked to some people that took it in high school. Except I'm not so much interested in hair as I am makeup. Who knows? I can be extremely wishy washy. I'm really looking forward to be able to figure a lot of this out over the next year. Granted I still have about a month of school left. But I've felt extremely motivated lately. I finally feel like I'm regaining control in my life.

It's been really hard finding an apartment lately, but I'm confident that I'll find a decent one that I can afford. And honestly, I don't mind if they're small, but I require a decent sized kitchen. The one I have now isn't so bad, because it's open, but a lot of these are so cramped! I'm typically not claustrophobic, but just looking at some of these makes me hyperventilate. This one place I found, I'm thinking about getting the convertible instead of the one bedroom, seems perfect. It's downtown on Ohio, right by Lake Shore Drive, so it has a great view. My biggest issue is that it says it has a balcony, but I can't find one in the pictures, um hi, I'm a smoker. Oh well I guess if I go look at it, I'll see. There's a few places I saw. We shall see. The other issue with said place is that it is $$$$$$$. I mean I probably could afford it [and just live without cable or internet] but I would not have a lot of excess cash at the end of the month. But my family said they would help me out. But they probably wouldn't be able to help out too much. Gah! It's so hard being a big girl! I kind of want a big girl job, but I don't really know how to go about that, especially since I'm not done with school yet. In fact, I'm taking next year off.

I cleaned soooooooo much yesterday, I didn't get to the bedroom yet, or finish organizing my desk, or do the dishes, but I did clean the bathroom, and clean the dining/living area. So I'm quite proud of that. My goal for the day is to finish cleaning, take the garbage out, and do at least at least a few loads of laundry. I'm nervous about this trial run at Lush, so I guess this is all entirely possible. [I'm not a stress eater, I'm a stress cleaner]. I've also got a lot to plan, now that everyone is coming home, everyone wants to visit, I'm not quite sure how this is going to work if I get the job, but we shall see.

I feel like that's my mantra lately "We shall see." It always seems quite applicable to my life lately.

Anywho, Jessy is coming out tomorrow FINALLY. I think I'm going to go stay with Liss for a few days this weekend, like Friday to Monday or something. I know she could use the company right now. And I would really like to see Alex soon. Like real soon. I mean I have all of this gluten free food, and no Celiac to eat it. And she has my favorite Lush stuff. And we still have many many movie marathons to have. And I guess Kevin wants to come out not this weekend but next weekend.

Possibly my longest post ever.
Congrats if you have made it this far.
Without skimming.

Love.